Hello everyone! I hope this is okay to post here, but I need to talk about it.

For the last few years I’ve felt more and more disgusted with the appearance of my body and so I’ve been working towards losing weight. I was eating healthy, meal planning, and exercising but wasn’t really getting results. Lately, my mental health has been declining and I’ve started to notice something kind of worrying.

In the beginning, I only did it a few times and not very often, but I would eat something I knew was bad for me (like a whole can of Pringle’s) and then I’d feel so bad about it that I would make myself throw it up.

After time, I started doing it more often with bad foods, and the past two weeks or so I’ve been doing it even with healthy food like chicken and veggies.

And even if I choose to keep it down, I feel so badly about eating that I want to cry and I get really depressed and I feel guilty.

And I’ve started feeling more proud of myself the longer I go without eating. I love food, but I feel so bad and guilty and disappointed whenever I eat anything. Im not really afraid, per say, of gaining weight, and I’m actually starting To like my body a bit more than I did before, but I still get mad or sad when I see my belly.

Am I just being dramatic, or is this something I should be worried about? What do I do? I’m actually a little bit scared of what it could develop into...