Guess I am back here again...

Lauren • ✝️ • 👼👼👼👧👼👧

Just confirmed my second chemical pregnancy with a negative HPT after severe cramping and bleeding.

We have only been TTC for two cycles now. We got pregnant both times, so most would think I am incredibly lucky. But both times I have almost made it to week five only to start bleeding.

I am not even sad this time. Just tired of it. It’s exhausting to get symptoms and deal with those only to go through the pain of miscarriage. It’s like I am either anxious about the wait or bogged down with symptoms all the time. I can’t have my normal life. And there is no reward at the end of it for me.

Honestly not sure I wanna try again this cycle just for it to all happen again.

Anybody else had multiple chemicals in a row followed by success? Really need some encouragement.