P.c.o.s

Celeste

I am scared to death to get pregnant because of my past and beingbtold at a very young age by my rapist " I hope to God you aren't pregnant!" I am ONLY 21 I'll be 22 next month! I have P.C.O.S which is Polycystic ovary syndrome I have maybe 1-2 periods a YEAR! I have probably taken at least 20+ pregnancy tests in hoping to be some day. Someone please help with idea's to calm myswlf or dealing with this!!!!