People tell you all the amazing things about being a foster parent. But what they don’t tell you is about all the heartache that you’re going to have.

I’ve fostered these 2 girls for almost 2 year. (They have been in the system for 3 years) and I was even talking to her case worker about adopting them. Then all random there mom comes in and does a couple weeks worth of visitation and now they’re sending them home for good. I know they’re not mine to keep but my heart hurts so so much because I know of what they went through. I’m gonna miss my girls so much. I’m in so much pain. I don’t have any kids of my own so I have been so broken over this. I have seen them grow so much over the past years, they came here with one bag worth of clothes and they didn’t know anything about independence. Now they’re leaving my home with 6 totes full of clothes and toys. Hopefully I will get over this. Right now I’m letting me mourn this loss.

Thanks for letting me vent. Please nice comments only.