Lately I've been super depressed and just trying to hold it all in. I'm 30 weeks with our 2md baby, I'm sahm, and my husband works out of town a lot for work.

Lately I've just been down because I'm tired of being a nobody. I'm just a mom. I wear oversized tshirts and shorts all day everyday. The only time I do my make up is for special occasions which isn't often. My hair needs cut bad, but I keep having to put it off. I'm just nothing. There is literally nothing to me.

I've been stressed because our toddler has been on a rampage lately, his tantrums are terrible and overly embarrassing so I hate going out in public. I don't get any help around the house. I'm the only one who seems to pick up after myself. I have to even tell my husband when to mow the damn yard.

I don't feel loved, I feel like as marriage is slowly slipping. My husband has been a bit rude, and snippy with me. I literally don't feel comfortable having sex anymore. It hurts, I have no sex drive, I'm too tired, it's too damn hot. And yet I still just do it to make him happy. I've cried myself to sleep because of how much I hate that I dont want it because then makes him upset and I know it does.

I've been seeing that he's been going around and liking other girls pictures on favebook and instagram lately which he NEVER does. It's like he only does it when he feels a certain negative way towards me or something.

I just dont even want to talk to him because I'm just so messy inside. I need a fucking break.

We talk about this stuff, I tell him how I feel, and he denies everything or says he will work on it. But I get nothing. I'm just really fucking tired emotionally and mentally.