hi y’all. My so & I have been trying for about 6 months now. It worked out but sadly when I was 4 weeks I miscarried. I found out very early.

It’s been about 2 months. I told him I wanted to wait awhile after I miscarried he didn’t want to wait so I said “ok, I guess it wouldn’t make a difference really.” Lately I’ve had my suspicions about him not being genuine about wanting to have a baby. I brought it up& sure enough he said he doesn’t that he’s never been a big fan of us trying. I can’t help but feel so hurt. His reasoning is bc he knows I stress out about little things & our dog is stressful. I don’t find it fair. I stay at home, he works. We have 2 kids. My daughter & his son. My step son doesn’t live with us & we only get him for the holidays& summer breaks. It’s challenging with his son bc he doesn’t follow rules & his mom is not strict & lets him do whatever he wants. I’m not that kind of mom. I have rules & I’m not strict but stern.

Just curious what your guys input would be & if it’s ok for me to feel this way?