So I went to look at 2 houses with my sister I went in my gym clothes which was black shirt grey tights and my running shoes she said she’s embarrassed of me that I look fucking poor and I need to dress better next time I honestly didn’t feel I looked bad I had my hair done in a braid , then my daughters dad was mad because he couldn’t rest before I left I made sure the baby was asleep and he texted me saying he wanted to rest but the baby woke up , he always go to sleep at 12 or 1 am being on his phone and wakes up late for work . I just feel horrible I’ve been in my truck crying 😢 I feel ugly and horrible . I think she took it to far to say I look poor I have been struggling with money because I’m not working but I make sure I look good when I go places. 😔 haven’t felt this self conscious in a while I’ve been going to the gym I lost 5lbs already .