I want to open up more about my experience... I’ve tried with my SO but he doesn’t need that stress as well as he gets pissed I went through any of it. If I went to therapy , would the make me report? I wasn’t raped. I was assaulted? Violated? I don’t even know what to call it. Sometimes I don’t feel that anyone would care or consider it a traumatizing time. Idk, any thoughts?

Update

I finally found a therapist office with a great team and I’m actually excited to meet my therapist. I feel this will benefit me and help me understand everything I’ve been feeling. I will def update after my first couple of sessions. I’m nervous but I’m ready.