I went to Chicago to visit my friend for a trip after really stressful summer trying to take hard classes for my nursing program I was in a lot of pain emotionally. and we went to a country bar and I drank for the first time and we were having a lot of fun. I drank way too much and too fast, I had 3 whiskey and cokes and something someone gave me. I was dancing and this guy came over and we kissed a lot. My friend took me to the bathroom and I remember I couldn’t even walk everything was blurry. I don’t know why I did it I don’t know what was wrong with me I held his hand and went home with him and we did it. I kept kissing him back and liked him from what I remember. I told him no though when he tried to go inside my body and he kept trying but I don’t think he did. I’ve had something like this happen before so I don’t know why I let it happen.