I took another pregnancy test today because I desperately wanted to believe I was pregnant. As it turned out I am not. My husband and have been TTC for about 9 months now and I finally bit the bullet and decided to schedule an appointment with my doctor to see what’s goin on with me. I’ve been feeling really down lately and today kind of hit it home for me.

When we first decided to try to conceive, I got excited and bought the cutest little newborn onesie. Mostly because I couldn’t help but buy it since 1) it was on sale 2) I wanted to be “prepared” 3) it was freaking adorable!! I hugged the onesie and started crying... I never really thought trying to conceive would be so heartbreaking...sigh it’s just one of those days.

How is everyone though? Do you guys feel sad/hopeless when things aren’t working out? Vent below! I’d love to connect with you all and let you know that you’re not alone in this. Hope you’re all having a blessed day. Baby dust to all you mamas. 💞✨