It seems I’m out

After measuring earlier than expected and waiting a week to do a second ultrasound there was no change. She confirmed that my pregnancy was not viable. The doctor said it was a missed miscarriage and that my body just hasn’t realized. I could already see my baby running around my house. I wanted him or her so badly. This is the most terrible feeling ever but writing it makes me feel a little better. Wishing everyone a healthy nine months and my best wishes to all of you!