soOoOo my bf came over today. we were messing around and he asked if he could eat me out. he said he'd been wanting to especially since i ALWAYS suck his dick. so he wanted to give me pleasure like that too. i was excited but also nervous that he'd be so damn close to my 🐱 but i knew it'd be ok cuz he likes the way i taste (he licks his fingers every time he fingers me and tells me i taste good) plus i'm extremely comfortable around him so i was excited. but when he was doing it... it really didn't feel all that good. it was a first for him too and he was kinda just flicking his tongue in the general area of my clit??? it was like he was hesitant to eat me out but HES the one that brought it up. he did end up fingering me while doing it tho and that's what felt really great. he's really good at fingering. so i asked him to keep fingering me while i rub my clit to get myself off and then he told me "tell me when you're gonna cum cuz i don't wanna get it on my fingers" and i was like ??????? HUGE turnoff. i was really confused too cuz i was like? get what on ur fingers??? like they're already wet and it's not like there's gonna be fucking semen on fingers?? but ya it lasted like a minute cuz he said he got tired... i was hella bummed out but i didnt say anything cuz he's allowed to stop whenever he wants. it was just lowkey upsetting cuz when i suck his dick i go for a long time, even when i'm tired of literally CHOKING on his dick. he doesn't want me to cum with his fingers in me but he wants me to swallow his cum?? i'm???? he even kept saying he wanted me to suck him off after he "ate me out" and i didn't cuz i wasn't feeling it. i wasn't really turned on any more after that. anyways, i know he'll get better over time, i wasn't great the first time i've given a blow job but i thought it was somewhat amusing