So i’m a stay at home mum and my partner and i are trying to save for our wedding next year which means he’s got to do over time and work every saturday sometimes sunday. I don’t have any friends or family really so i can’t go see anyone or even leave the house because there isn’t much to go out and do with my son and i’m afraid to be alone in public places like parks etc due to past issues.

Anyway everyday my partner asks how i am and i’ll be honest and say i’m bored or that my mental health is shit ( suffer severe anxiety and depression). He has recently told me to stop saying i’m bored or that i’m feeling shitty because it makes him want to not do overtime or weekends and just come home so i’m not alone but now i just feel like o haven’t got anybody to talk too because i don’t want to annoy him by saying how bored i am or how low i’m feeling. Just a little lost and needed to vent, sorry

Update: We can’t postpone the wedding at all because everything is booked and so much money has been spent already and i don’t treat my mental health as i hate the idea of having to medicate myself to be happy and i struggle talking to ransoms about my issues. I guess this is all my fault though for not doing anything about it but i tried both from 12-16 years and it did nothing for me ( i’m 20 now )