I know how lucky I am to be carrying my boy, when there's so many who are desperate to have a child of their own.

But, I never truly appreciated how much of a rollercoaster pregnancy can be.

Having some marital difficulties due to my changing body which is making me feel so alone it's unreal.

The fatigue, heartburn, widening hips, growing boobs, swollen feet are hard enough, without snippy comments from hubby about weight gain and how quick I need to get in shape "not that that'll ever happen"

I'd be gutted if my son grows up to be like this with any future partner.

The 'mum shaming' from others as I'll be going back to work quite quickly.

Just needed to offload, gonna have a little cry and then get back to life