My bf is a virgin but I’m not I feel so dirty I feel grossed I’ve been sexually abused from my last bf and I don’t feel worthy or good enough for my new bf I’ve been single for years and Ive met this guy he’s so sweet and gentle but I feel dirty like “ wasted goods “ I feel so fat and ugly and all these insecurities, all inside my brain and I just want to cry it out I just wanted to vent I don’t really have anyone to go to, i feel so sad rn im alone I just want to cry