Here is a piece from my journal...

I used to think if only God would let me see 5 year or maybe 1 ahead I could handle the wait better!

Timing.... Wait.... The Wait time!

4 years and 4 months... We will conceive, I will carry and deliver a healthy baby... we will live and be healthy to raise and watch our children grow! I will not doubt! I will not have envy in others whose time comes before me for I do not know the the time of their “wait” I will continue to praise God for blessing us with our daughter and trust he can and will do it again in his own time! I may never understand the process, the wait, the timing...but I know God has it all figured out! I will thank him each month we get another chance to try in faith that one day soon we would have reached our Promise! So through my tears I still believe, I will keep loving my husband...So Lord direct me towards your perfect will! On this journey I need peace, understanding, strength and focus!

Our promise is in the making!

Signed an “expecting mom”

This was in May... Still Waiting!