I’m 15 weeks pregnant today and I don’t want to tell people I’ve told my partner and my immediate family and I’m to scared of what everyone else will say and think. I’ve got a 9 year old stepson 6 and 3 year old boys and my 15 month old daughter this baby is my partner and I second child together as the older three boys are from our previous partners. This year has been so hard from me finding out I had a rare lung cancer and beating it to losing a little life back in March and then finding out that we are getting a little rainbow after my shit storm I feel like should be screaming it from the top of the world but instead I wanna hide it 😭 we haven’t even told our older kids that they are all getting a new baby 😭 but my parents are so excited that they are the ones telling everyone that we are having another Bub and I’m not ready for everyone to know. I don’t know if it’s just my hormones but I feel like I’m the worst person for not wanting to tell people 😭