I was losing bright red blood again and knew I was having a miscarriage. Yes, it was just a nightmare, but still... the brain has a funny way of digging out your worst fears and serve them to you during the night while you think you have everything under control during the day, even your stress!

I woke up terrified it would come true and rushed to the toilet. No blood in sight for the moment, thank goodness, but I still feel very anxious and don’t know how to deal with it.

My first ultrasound is set on the 21st of August at 7 weeks. In the meantime, I have a second bloodwork scheduled next Tuesday and it seems to be so far away 😩

The stress is real and I feel for all other women going through the exact same thing. If you have any tip, I’m all ears. Well... all eyes anyway 😅