I’m so lonely

So obviously I look after the baby by myself my boyfriend works Monday to Friday.

Anyway I’m by myself with the baby all day then he comes home from work at 6pm we eat tea then sort the baby out for bed, the baby goes up to bed at 8pm then he wants to play his PlayStation so I go upstairs and watch tv in bed.

So we don’t see each other much and when we do he’d rather sit downstairs and play his games. Then he goes out a lot drinking and leaves me to sort the baby out by myself and I’m constantly just sat by myself and it’s so upsetting.

The babies nearly 5 months old and we haven’t done anything as a family. When he has true weekend off he wants to just stay in and play his game.

I’m just so alone, I never have adult conversation and when I want to spend some time with him he just wants to do something himself. I’ve spoke to him about this and he says it’s not true and I’m just too sensitive. Like he came home from work at 6pm today then left at 6:45pm to go to his mums were they are all drinking and I’m sat by myElf crying because I’m so alone!!!!