dear, ex best friend

you’ve put me through hell but i was always able to turn it around and make you the good guy. stealing my boyfriend away from me, giving me several eating disorders and depression, robbing me of my friends, i forgave you for all of it because i knew deep down you were just killing me softly because you were trying to take away your hurt. i was okay with that, i saw it as helping you. but you verbally abused me and you went too far this time. you slept with my brother and my boyfriend. why would you do this? now i have no one because you made me push everyone away for you, remember? probably not, you never cared about me, you don’t care about my brother, you don’t care about my boyfriend (now ex). you used them to get to me. but why? i gave you everything you wanted, i trusted you with my life, my boyfriend, my siblings, everything that was important to me. so why did you have to hurt the men in my life to get to me? i’d rather you hurt me than hurt them. at least they have a chance at life. you? i hope you rot in hell. it was about you, always about you. well guess what

You

Out did

Urself

this time. congratulations i hope you’re happy.