You guys...I go back to work in 11 days and I can't stop crying everytime I think about it. Like BAWLING crying. I love my job but the thought of leaving him all day just makes me miserable. I've gotten so used to our little daily routine and now that hes becoming more alert and interactive I just love playing with him all day. I'll only get like 3 hours a day with him by the time i get home from work and have to put him to bed. Staying home and working part time is not an option for me. I wish I could freeze time. 😭😭