Here’s *tap tap*, the muthafuckn *tap tap* TEA!

Now before any of you come up on this post talking bout “you should allow you kid to sleep with you”, and blah blah, and yadda yadda........ no.

That’s my answer, and thats what we do in this house, and no I don’t care to hear about how you sleep with yours. No. Don’t care. Nope.

So, my daughter has been waking up the past few nights, around 4am, and not wanting to lay back down at all. She normally is not like this. Since we brought her home from the hospital she has always slept in her own bed, now she is a year and half, and I’ve got this girl sleep training. She lets me know when she’s ready for bed, by yawning, and getting tired obviously. She gives her daddy kisses, me kisses and then I walk her to her crib where she lays down and falls asleep with no problem in minutes! And stays asleep!

But it hasn’t been like that the past couple nights. She wakes up at 4 and refuses to lay down. So the first night I held her and rocked her for like 5 minutes. Then she looked up at me and I said “it’s time to lay back down with your bear. Go night night”

Then I laid her down and she went back to sleep. Then the next night, it happened again, but I was asleep so hard I didn’t even hear her cry. I slept thru it, cause a mommy be tired and shit. But anyway, I wake up eventually to piss or something, and my husband had her in bed with us. And I’m like “uhhh.. nope”, she was asleep so I moved her to her bed. It was all fine. But last night, it happened again. I knew she wasn’t sick, or anything like that. She was getting a taste of that spoilt ness, I spoil her in other ways, but I will not let her sleep with us! So I tried letting her cry it out, my husband eventually woke up and was like “what the hell, get her or something. I’m tired. I have work tomorrow”

Hahahahah. Um, Nope!! I said “nah, she’s your problem now, you ruined all my hard work I’ve been doing since she was born, and you just put her in the bed like that cause you was tired and she was crying?” No... she’s your problem now. Fix it. I was telling him to give her a little love tap on her Ass, a little spanking, cause she ain’t sick, she ain’t hurt, and cause YOU put her in that bed with us, and now she wants to again. She doesn’t listen to me anymore, when I spank her or tell her something. She just laughs at me.. and you know why.. HUBBY!? Cause you don’t back up ANYTHING I say or do!! But if you give her a spankin, maybe she’ll get the idea, and lay down and go to sleep in her own crib, cause youre her daddy, and I make you seem like a king in her eyes.. you don’t do the same for me. You make me look like a joke to her. That’s why she won’t listen to me. He got pissed off cause I didn’t want to clean up the mess he made, like I always fucking do! So he grabbed her and slept on the couch with her (which it gonna make the problem even worse!) and he kept saying I was making it alllll about me, when all he was saying was “I’m tired. I need sleep. I have work tomorrow. My job is way harder than what you do here at home all day.” Hahaha. Okay, you’re job might be hard on your muscles, and you sweat, okay we get it. But staying in this house, day in, day out with this child, and having no car, welll.. let’s just say it will weigh on you, like a bag of potatoes. I’ve never been more depressed behind these four walls! Yeah sure, he’s building a house, but IM BUILDING and growing A HUMAN BEING!!! And I’m trying to do a decent at it, but it’s hard when I say one thing, and then he comes home and gives her the exact opposite. That house can always be torn down and rebuilt, but once a person is raised and set in there ways it’s hard to undo it, so I would say my job, is well, a LOT more stressful day in and day out!! I mean, let’s me honest, parenting comes easier to moms, than it does “dads”. I’m so sick of him pretending to be a present dad when we’re in front of people, and then as soon as we get home behind our closed doors, it’s all up to me to take care of her! It’s always up to me!!!! So why do you go against my word when it comes to our daughter... I’m with her 24 hours of the day, I think I know how she works and when she needs a damn spankin!!! Hell, I mean you’re gone all day, and get home only three hours before her bedtime everyday, so I should be the one to pick and choose how to raise her, not that it’s the wrong way, but it’s actually the right way I’m raising her!!!!!! She’s the sweetest little girl, sure she has developed a personality and attitude but she’s only human, and besides that’s she the best kid ever no thanks to YOU “daddy”. She’s not a picky eater, she’s so sweet and hands out kisses and hugs CONSTANTLY. she doesn’t hit other kids, she the kid that stands back and watches other kids get in trouble cause they’re bad ass kids. And then my daughter walks away cause she doesn’t want any part of that. She’s a good girl, and I honestly couldnt have raised her any better than what I’ve done this far. And that’s no thanks to you, “dad”. Sure you pay the bills, you keep food on the table, but that’s not the same as actually being present, and actually being able to say “yeah my daughter is the sweetest cause I raised her that way”... you don’t get to say that, I do!

And I’ll be damned if you ruin all my hard work, by going against my word. As far as I’m concerned, this is MY daughter. You just happen to take care of us.. and you don’t do a very good job of it. I can find anyone to take care of my good looking ass, and my sweet perfect daughter. So get your act right, “hubby”. Cause we can either do it my way, the right way... or you can hit the highway buddyboi.