I'm only human

I am trying so hard to stay positive because even through hard times my significant other and I always figure it out..

But seriously ever since we got back from vacation it seems like we cannot catch a break......

Like we sincerely work our asses off and have amazing jobs but cannot seem to catch up on anything and besides that my work is even becoming stressful because the teacher I work with quit so now it's just me but it was super last-minute!!!😔

I'm not the type to dwell or feel sorry for myself but I cannot help but be extremely negative right now

The bank was closed so I wasn't able to pull out money for rent so my significant other went to pull out money and of course his bank system was down and we are not able to transfer between our accounts because they're different banks!!! So now my checks going to bounce because I'm unable to have the money in my account until this problem gets fixed.....

Plus somebody thought it was a wonderful idea to bust out all my windows but not steal a single thing out of my car so I had to replace all those and then my computer decided to take a shit so I had to buy a new one of those!!!!

On top of that Comcast has been giving us so much shit... that is an entirely different story that would take forever to explain but long story short now our Internet's cut off!!

And don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend but he is the most dumbest spender in the world and he always buys shit without prior planning and now we have three campers with nowhere to put them and one of them are in a storage unit which he forgot about completely so we owe $300 on that so on my lunch break I ended up having to go and give them a check instead of eating!!!

Then my phone charger decided to break so now I have no way of charging my ghetto ass phone from 2010😫

I literally have so much more that I can complain and bitch about but what's that going to change or fix I just sincerely needed to vent and this sounds so petty but there is so much more that I feel!!!

I just cannot be as carefree as my significant other and it pisses me off to the max because he just doesn't care and I get it everything works itself out but Jesus Christ when are you actually going to worry a little bit because this is just becoming obnoxious living paycheck-to-paycheck and trying to play catch-up because homeboy don't want to fuckin grow up and stop buying dumb trailers or motorcycles!!!!!

Oooooo myyyy fucking GOD!