Confidence issues

Saturn

I've had self confidence problems since middle school and I constantly compare myself to people everywhere I go. I've been in a relationship for two years now and it started bad again when he started to do rude shit in the first year. Weve gotten over it since then but I still compare myself to strangers or actors we see on tv and it's pretty unhealthy. Ik I dont have the best body. I have a completely flat ass and it bothers me bc ik my boyfriend is an ass person and wish I could give him more. Ik it's something I need to work out within myself but its hard. I try being confident but it never lasts. I'm not really sure what to do ik I need to stop but idk, it's something I've always struggled with