Still just worried sick

Madi • 💙 Sep.05.2020 🌈 - 🕊️ Nov.27.2022 👼 - 💙 Sep.12.2024 🌈

I'm trying to stay positive and calm but everything I see, everyone who had an ultrasound around 5w4d saw the heartbeat. I had an ultrasound at 5w4d no heartbeat.... I have another one on Monday to see if anything has changed. I'm just so worried and scared. I cant stand it. I have to wait until Monday at 11AM to go see if my baby is alive. I'm so upset because it wouldn't be my first loss and we've been trying for 2 and a half years.