Is any worried about post- birth recovery?

I’m starting to dread the post birth recovery time. Not even labour or delivery, just the 6ish weeks- 3 months after where your body is healing. This is my second so I know what it’s like and I just don’t want any of it lol. I don’t want it to burn while I pee for the first six weeks and I don’t want to poop for the first time after birth lol and I don’t want to feel sore in my vagina area for 6 weeks or longer lol and the sore breasts and the leaking breast pads and ugh I’m excited for the baby but I’m just dreading everything that comes with giving birth to one. I just didn’t feel like myself for so long after giving birth last time and struggling with the anticipation of doing it again with another child in tow.