(Before)

So I’m 36 weeks pregnant and ready to start trying to get this baby out. I keep telling my husband that sex helps, but he keeps suggesting everything else but sex. I’m starting to feel like it’s something about the way I look. I tried last night to get him in the mood and he got hard, but he quickly just put his phone away and rolled over to go to sleep (he usually goes to bed at 10:45 but last night it was 10:00) I’m feeling really low self esteem now and I don’t know how to cope with it. He doesn’t even give me compliments anymore, but when he went to the store the other day, he came home and straight up admitted he was looking at this other girls butt because it was nice. I know my body isn’t good looking anymore and it’s really getting to me😕

(Now)