I’m a fucking hormonal mess ..

I was due 8/7 and I’m getting induced Wednesday.. my husband has been out of town working since the 8th and comes home tomorrow finally . But idk why I’ve been in a bitchy ass mood with him ? Like I’m happy he’s coming home I miss him but my fucking hormones are like mad at him ?! Lmao he’s trying to be so sweet and loving and at first I was happy and all and then idk a light switch went off and I was just annoyed with him . Fuck i must be crazy man .. I’m usually never like that with him but man I just feel fat and ugly and over this pregnancy . I want my son here already . I’m tired of being a bitch and feeling mad about the whole world because I sleep nothing at night and I have two awesome kids who need me but I’m too much of a mess to be normal .. I guess this is why I’m totally okay with having no more kids . Why on earth would I want to do this all over ? Sorry ladies but I needed to vent . I’m just ready for the next chapter in this journey .