one girl to a bunch of others ...

i love my man to death and want nothing more than him & a bunch of animals in my life. that being said, the sex, while he claims is fantastic, i think is mediocre. i never get off. it feels good for the first few minutes but i can tell when he’s getting ready to bust, 9/10 i’m not even close. But once he finishes we’ll be done until he jokes, “ready for round 2?” i always laugh, but it’s usually forced just because i don’t want to hurt his feelings. sex with men has never been my thing. i don’t even want to have sex at this point, i just want to be close to him. I have no idea what to do or say.. just no idea. please help, give recommendations, anything at this point will be very helpful.