Symptoms at 11dpo but bfn :(

Tiffany

I feel nauseous, my boobs leaked colostrum (I stopped nursing months ago and haven't had a leak. One boob hasn't produced milk in nearly a year until now), my emotions are all over the place, headaches, had twinges near ovary. Yet stark white on a test that measures from 10 hCG :( I'm due AF on Friday so maybe it's all just that. But I've somehow convinced myself that it felt different. Ordering pizza to wallow in disappointment :( anyone in the same boat?