I was doing so good, I had to come in the hospital yesterday due to high blood pressure they gave me this small tiny pill to get contractions going but I didn’t feel anything and this morning around 9am they gave me pitocin and some hydration fluid and I still didn’t feel my contractions even with the pitocin at dose 20, I knew I done fucked up when they broke my water they asked if I would want anything for pain and I said no I can wait right as the nurse left I needed to use the bathroom I started balling and had my boyfriend come in the bathroom him being great support and trying to calm me down I wanted tf out and the epidural process I couldn’t bear but I made it through and back to my normal self, I just impatiently waiting to give birth to my son