It happened 10 years ago. Sometimes I am haunted my life is going good and I get haunted.

This time it was a dream I was looking for him calling his name 😭

I woke up and became obsessed feeling sick. Afraid to leave the house anxiety for days searching and searching on Facebook for 2 days until I found him. I can’t explain why I didn’t even know his last name.

Now I’ve found him I’m paralysed

Scared to go to the area that he lives in case I see him scared to leave my house 😭💔

I’m married and trying to keep everything like it’s ok but I’m just overwhelmed im confused

I feel awful like Dread and fear

I didn’t report it to the police.

I didn’t talk about it I just carried on. When I saw him after he told me he was sorry he’d been drinking brandy and was jealous.

I feel bad I have so many questions but I feel like my life is falling down and the ground has broken beneath me. Help me please.