I contracted HSV-1 ( herpes simplex virus ) as a child after a sexual assault from a bus driver.

For years I kept my rape/molestation a secret

Until i had my first outbreak at 14. I haven’t had a outbreak until 2 weeks ago, I’m also pregnant

So of course I have to let my OB know. When she asked me about my partner, because she thought this was something I recently caught. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her my story all over again. I’ve been a dark place for days since leaving my doctors appointment I was doing so good up until this point. I’ve been with my partner for years & he does not carry the virus thank god. But I feel like my life was ripped away at such a young age I had no childhood & im scared now I’ll have no adulthood I’m constantly looking over my shoulder. I don’t with this on NOBODY !