People say I will spoil my baby if I keep carrying him because he will only want to be with me. But truth is, all I want is to be with him. I love the hugs. I love how he feels when I hold him. I love to put him on my chest. I love to breast feed him. Damn I love our naps together. And I don't see how I would want to not have these and call it a burden. All I think about is how soon he will not be here for me to hold when he is big. Makes me want to enjoy him even more. Only 7 weeks and my love is growing even more. Am I loving him so much?