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Amy • Married 5-20-12 to my love since `08 ❤️ Our 🌈 Lucas arrived 5/16 - baby #2 became an 👼🏼 in 9/19

I’m having a chemical pregnancy. I got my BFP on Sunday August 4th, and after the 6th (the day the doctor confirmed my pregnancy) my tests kept getting lighter until nothing that Friday. Been negative since.

Yesterday I started with a little watery bleeding...ish. Practically nothing. Today, same if not nothing at all. I’m nauseous and super tired... but no bleeding or cramping like I had my first chemical 4 years ago. No cramping at all actually. It’s been 11 says since my BFP.... how much longer is this going to take? I’m so miserable waiting for it to happen, my body failed my baby and I. Let’s just purge the pregnancy and get on with life. Limbo is ripping me apart waiting. When I had a CP 4 years ago, it was a one day process. Cramps, worse cramps, then a waive of relief which was accompanied by lots of bleeding. Why won’t it just happen already :(