I was 38w2d when they decided to induce me.

Some of you guys might remember me posting about soft markers recently. I felt reassured, because soft markers are so common.

My son came into this world via emergency c-section. My husband left the room with him. Came back and told me that he has Down Syndrome.

I just started screaming “no” over and over, while on the operating table. I haven’t been able to hold him or feed him. It’s too hard.

We love him so much, but feel that adoption is the best choice us. Nothing is set in stone, though. Please keep him in your thoughts.