My biggest fear

Jaslyn

Had my first ultrasound and there was no heartbeat and no yolk sac. I’m currently sitting in the hospital for my second HCG blood draw to confirm levels. I’m so sad but it’s out of my control at this point. Surgery scheduled for Tuesday morning. I’m just living day by day like this is a bad dream. I want to scream but what for it’s not going to help me. I’m not praying for a miracle I’ve done my research on all the possibilities and it’s a total loss.