Ever faked it ?

I recently got with someone who isn't as sexual as I am. But I love him . He doesn't really go down on me but I feel like that is a must. I've never been with anybody who didnt go down on me and made sure I came. But when we have sex at times well most of the time I fake it. Or I would have to use my wand to help me finish off . What should I do ? Or has this happened to you?