Ranting Feelings

I want my baby to be born already! I only have 3 days left before I’d be 42 weeks and my doctor would want to induce me. I REALLY don’t want to be induced and I feel so much cramping and discomfort and contractions that go NOWHERE. I just want it to happen already! Having a deadline especially is driving me crazy!

And this next part is going to sound insensitive and I’m sorry. I know it’s not someone else’s fault that this is annoying me - I just have to vent and get it out of my head - all the posts I see of 37, 38, and 39 weeks pregnancies complaining about not going into labor yet or how to get labor going... just seeing the titles is getting me annoyed. And again, I understand that everyone is different and it’s not anyone else’s fault that I’m feeling this way. But my hormones are screwing with my emotions and it’s annoying me anyway. It’s MY turn, dang it! Wait your turn. I have 3 days! Unless there’s a medical issue, you can wait a week or two (again this is emotional ranting not logical assessment and I don’t want to hurt anyone just getting feelings out).

*Sigh*

Okay I feel a little better. Please don’t take offense. If there’s any encouragement available that would be welcomed. If you’re a praying person, maybe take a minute to pray for me that I have this baby before the induction date.