This is how messy I look just about everyday.

My sleeves are covered in spit up because is easier than to get up and piss my son off even more.

The only meal I’ve had today is cold coffee that was prepared 3 hours ago. It’s the last thing on my mind half the time.

My hair is dirty, has been for a week. Forget about fixing it. My fiancé see the worst of me and still loves me.

My son is 7 weeks and I get aggravated. Sometimes I cry because he cries. I have no idea what I’m doing and I always need help with understanding what his cries mean.

He may cry and I don’t know how to help him but I try for hours or even days until I know what I can do to fix it.

My son has nice new clothes and have already been ruined by poop or spit up, who cares.

Being a mom is hard, it’s okay to mess up. Enjoy being a mess right now when they think you are perfect. ❤️

“If we haven’t done anything right, at least we made him” -my fiancé