Emma the girl who made me smile

You told me u wouldn’t leave but u did. Yes I had a minor crush on u but u led me on when u had a thing with someone else. That shit hurt bc everyone walks out my life. I would have been ok being just friends but u couldn’t handle that. I still have ur number but i don’t text it bc I don’t want u to get mad or upset at me. I just really miss u being my friend. U know how hard things are for me and then u just up and leave once I told u I have a crush on u. Why now?? Why when I need u the most??? That shit hurt losing u. I had a mental breakdown for hours over losing u as a friend. U made me smile and everything but looks like u just didn’t care about me anymore.