My half sister part 22

Sarah

I lay on my side on my bed staring at the painting on the fall wall. After Chris had been thrown out last night I had fled to my room and found Chris had put a gift in my room. The painting of me he had started at Easter. He had finished it had it framed and it was hanging on my wall. I loved it, he hadn't told me he'd just left it for me to find. Maybe he would have told me but after 12 weeks apart we had been too fucking desperate to waste time talking, hence getting caught out. After Chris had gone my dad's Anger had dispersed quickly. I mean he was still angry he had shouted some more, thrown a few things and hit me a couple of times, but it honestly faded quickly he had clearly just decided to blame Chris for everything. I had eventually been told to get out of his sight. So I had fled to my room I had wanted to call Chris but Lauren took my phone and also locked me in my room. Apparently both of this was "for my own good" but it didn't bother me that much being under house arrest I just wished my stomach wasn't so twisted in knots over Chris. Where was he? Was he OK? What was he going to do now? And most importantly when would I see him again? But right now I had no way of answering any of these questions so I just lay on my bed aching and stared at my picture. I liked looking at his painting I don't know how I could miss him so quickly but I did and looking at his painting I felt somehow closer to him I was looking at a little slice of the world through his eyes. But I could see one thing Chris thought I was a lot more beautiful than I actually was. In the painting I almost seemed to glow faintly like I was an angel or something. The door opened and Lauren came I. With two mugs of tea. She looked exhausted but still smiled,

"morning sweetheart how did you sleep" I just frowned at her and pushed myself up to sitting.she held out the mug which I took wrapping my hands around it.

"am I free to go?" she smiled sadly.

"where do you want to go?"

"to look for Chris."

"then no but thank you for your honesty."

"would you have believed any other answer?"

"no" she said. "don't worry your father will calm down he's still very angry and upset though. Why didn't you come to us and tell us what Chris was doing to you?"

"what do you think he was doing to me mom. HE wasn't doing anything WE were fucking and I loved it. Stop trying to make me a victim I wasn't being sexually abused or groomed or anything like that he didn't coerce me or brainwashed me infact I was the one who did the majority of the chasing. "

" sweetheart your confused he's messed with your head. " I flung the mug I was holding against the wall where it shattered.

" YOU ARE NOT LISTENING " I Shouted," it's nothing he did, we love each other we are just 2 people who fell in love why is that so hard to believe? "

" sweetheart you and Chris you have to know that's wrong. I don't know what he did or said to make you think it was OK but maybe if we get you someone to talk to. "

" you want to see a shrink. "

" i think it could really help you to under what's happened."

" you think I don't know. "

" your not stupid far from it but lonely maybe me and your dad maybe we neglected you, left you alone too much made you feel unloved."

"of course you did. But that isn't why I'm with Chris it's wasn't geographic convenience."

"of course not but."

"no I love Chris and I've loved him for a long time yes in part because I was lonely and he was good company but it changed and we didn't talk about it then, so I didn't know what he felt I just knew I started to get butterflies in my tummy every time I saw him. We didn't change from company to lovers because I was lonely it was because seeing him was the high point of a day, seeing him with another girl physically hurt. My heart ached when he laughed. He smiled at me and I got butterflies in my tummy I still do. I mean I know I'm young and were in our honeymoon period but that sounds like love to me. " Lauren sighed clearly our little chat wasn't going the way she had hoped." I swear Chris never did anything wrong no bullying, threats persuasion anything like that. We just fell in love and when I lost my virginity to him that was my choice and I know you don't want to hear this but I'd make that same choice again over and over even knowing how much upset it's caused."

" Chris is gifted Sarah you know that he's never short of a girl he makes them feel special and loved but..."I hated the fact that I started to cry I didn't believe what she was saying for a second and I didn't want her to think I did but I was just emotionally shattered.

"Lauren it's not that if it was about sex why are we still together eight months after we started fucking. If all he wanted was sex he got it. I gave him an out several infact and he never took them. We were just fucking we were dating, we had movie nights, days out, Chinese takeaways in our pj's. Lauren you can keep trying to deprogramme me all you want but you didn't know the two of us as a couple so you will never be able to convince me it wasn't real. " she sighed again.

" you know we can't accept that, "

" don't suppose you can cure it all by saying you cheated on dad. "

" sorry princess I've been 100%faithful to your dad, no matter how many bimbos he sleeps with. I can't vouch for Chris mom but from stories she wasn't a cheat and the eyes I'm afraid and his jaw line. Sorry but based on that you two share a dad. "

"it was a hopeful thought anyway if you and dad can't believe we're in love. Do you prefer we fucked and it was amazing so we kept doing it. Is that better?"my mother looked away looking discusted but that was what I was going for. She frowned thoughtful then nodded towards my painting.

" did Chris do that? "

" yeah at Easter. "

" he is so talented. "she sighed," if I were you I'd put it away for a while just make sure your father doesn't see it. " and without another word she left.

Thank you for all your feedback it is really appreciated and I hope you'll enjoy the rest of their story am aiming to go 30 parts original plan was 15 but I got A bit caught up in the story ❤️❤️❤️❤️