Medical Marijuana Card: struggling

So I struggle with anxiety snd panic disorders and I also have insomniac episodes. The anti-anxieties don’t work for me, they made it worse. I did cbd for awhile and it worked. Then it stopped working so I stopped using it. Then started using it again thinking I had a tolerance or sowmthing... but nothing. I’ve like a pretty decent stoner. (4-5 times a week if not every day) but I had to quit to get a job back in the beginning of July. And lemme tell you my anxiety is so much worse and I’ve had frequent panic attacks and my insomnia is sooooo bad and it’s been this way since I quit smoking and it sucks ass. I’m currently trying to get my medical card but I’m too broke currently to pay the fees... (I have a new job and I’ve only worked a shift) and it just sucks. Any tips on how to try and cope with my anxiety while I’m waiting to make enough money to try and get approved? I’ve tried everything I can think of.