Well, I have a 2.5 year old and an 8 month old. Both of which were surprises because I was told at 15 I wouldn’t have my own kids. Well apparently my boyfriend has mutant sperm that can impregnate me just by looking at me 😳 I BEGGED him to get a vasectomy after our last because I do not want anymore kids and I’ve had a lot of health problems and really don’t want to throw birth control in the mix, on top of all my other medications. (I tried an IUD it was miserable for me, I could feel it every minute of every day) but he refused because he “was too scared” and he “might see smoke from them burning his balls” 🙄😒

anywho... I decided to take a pregnancy test just now because I’ve been feeling off. Let me add that we have had sex TWICE since my 8 month old was born because I’m terrified of getting pregnant again. The last time I was still on my period, like I hadn’t even stopped bleeding but lo and behold it’s freaking positive 😩🤦🏻‍♀️

I’m not even sure how I feel right now but idk what to do. I can barely handle two kids, mentally I’m just not in a place to have another and go through all of the pain and process of carrying another baby.

I know I’m an adult and that I made the choice to have sex but I feel like I should be able to have sex once in a while and not have to get pregnant almost every time! Idk 😐