Freaking Out

JJ

I’m a labor and delivery nurse and I’m a first time mom. We finally got pregnant with our miracle baby after 3yrs. Though out my pregnancy I’ve been trying to stay real calm until recently I can’t. I know way too much and seen what can go wrong. I didn’t start freaking out until I hit viability. So around 24weeks finally hit me and I’m so scared of everything. Not only what can happen to baby in utero but if he has to be delivered early. Or complications that I’m at high risk for. I think it finally hit me!!! We went to get our 4D ultrasound and the lady kept mentioning how his cord was next to his face/head and how he plays with it. I’m terrified now. Because all I’ve been thinking about is if it wraps around his neck and by the time I realize no movements it will be too late. Just trying to stay calm but I can’t.