I ben trying have a baby for long time, seem like nothing working, I was with a guy for 5 years never once got pregnant, now I’m with someone I’m very inlove with, and going on 9 months and still having got pregnant, I think there something wrong with me, I’m scared to death to know about it, I’m about to give up and just live my life, I feel disgusting and hate myself for it, I always want be a mom and carry my own child but I guess never gonna happen.