Dealing with panic disorder while pregnant.

Hi ladies. I have been dealing with panic disorder for about 10 years. I am now over five weeks pregnant and my panic comes back over the littlest things. 
I feel afraid of miscarriage all the time. I feel afraid that I have some lingering health issue that will hurt the baby. Or my panic would hurt the baby with what my body goes through. I fear my meds (Zoloft) and Ativan for emergencies only. Any little thing can set me off. 
I'm feeling terrible for my husband because he works so much and sometimes I keep him up nights with my anxiety. I have a therapist I see weekly but it usually helps for just that day. Just wondering if anyone else out there with these issues. Would love a pregnancy pal who just "gets it".