Rough morning

Last night I got to bed at almost 1am. I was up from 6am that day. I got up at 7:30 on the dot, my stomach woke me up. I feel awful! Aside from the symptoms I always have from my underlying condition. I just feel so drained! I'm a hospice nurse, an Administrator for the company I work for, and I do private care. Plus I'm a mom...soccer mom at that, plus a relationship. Needless to say I'm used to being tired. Since I've started my TTC journey, I've felt ok. But as of today I am feeling awful. The nausea, dizziness, and fatigue are whipping my butt. I still have a few more days before I want to test. ....I'm extremely hopeful but scared. I know I'll be disappointed when I do test and it says negative. But I'm scared to see that positive!