I’m drained..

Idk what to think .. AF due today.

I’ve never had a false positive on a blue before.. not even once. It’s old in the pic but was like this at the 2min mark.. the FR ones are all different urine, but I swore I saw something on the first one and then the second one I saw nothing and the 3rd I think I MAY see something in person. Ugh idk.

I’ve had 0 symptoms up until yesterday (12DPO)

Usually my boobs hurt about a week before my period and I get bloated but I didn’t. Yesterday my boobs started hurting just a tad.. today a little more. I’ve had like stabbing pains a few times today and my cervix went from low and hard to high and soft.. usually the opposite for me. 😭 I’m so over this.. it’s been a year and a half since my miscarriage.. why is this so hard??