That moment when...

That moment when it’s either one or the other.. after a loss at the beginning/middle of the summer, this is where we are at. Neither purposely trying nor intentionally preventing, but the waiting is still the worst part. No clue when I ovulated because of the miscarriage and all tests thus far have been negative. So this cycle, either I’m pregnant and the wine will get stored away or I start my period in a couple days and I become good friends with that bottle... anyone else with me??